My joys died, and perished in their infancy.

Credits to memetic.

I didn't go to school today.

Went to bed at 1.30 a.m last night after having a long long talk with two nice person ( Not gonna tell you who in case you start asking them what happened ). They were nice, very nice.

One of them even allowed me to call her, when her mum was angry with her using the phone. Damn nice right.


Hmmm well ... I tried watching many many many videos of my fav. band now & yeah it did kind of cheered me up a lil.


The night was long. I spent the whole night thinking about where I went wrong and yeah ..... she ....


Well, she had won, once again. I thought this time I would be the one that win, but I'm wrong, dead wrong.


I didn't knew which part of the night did I fell asleep. I woke up, with a heavy head, small & puffy eyes and the world was spinning at an extremely fast rate somehow.

I looked at my mum, I think she knew what happened to me but I just asked her if I could give school a miss today and she agreed.

I can't go to school like this ... I can't pay attention in class & speaking of that, I should be taking my chinese test today but since I missed school, I am not sure if the teacher is gonna let me take it.


( Trust me, when I said that my eyes are small, they are as small like ' -.- ' Not kidding. )


Cuddling in my blanket while watching the skies turn bright was kind of good. I love silence, it calms me down.

Can't count the number of times my vision blurred due to the wetness of my eyes the entire night & morning.

Texted some people, whom some of them forced me to go to school. Sweet of them <3

Juz let me blog this one last post ... and I promise happy posts.

But actually I didn't feel as crushed compared to April when something else happened.


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Guess this is the end.

I need time.

Might not be blogging for the time being.


x;